I was born in 1975, and it was chaos; a mother left me when I was two and my father with mental health issues. I didn’t receive the best of care. My father re-married my step mum, but that didn’t last, and he left my step mum and me with a newborn baby and my siblings.

When I was thirteen, it was coming to the time when children started to have body changes. I was desperate to start my period and become a woman. I remember pretending my period had begun to fit in with other girls at school, but in reality, they didn’t start until I was seventeen.

At seventeen, my life was manic; my period had started, and I had an explosion of feelings. I couldn’t cope with the stress and anxiety and ran away to a university to get a ‘fine art degree’.

Looking back, this was endometriosis rearing its head, but I did not know what that was and hadn’t ever heard of it. I thought all my feelings were due to my depression from my family background.

I found myself in bed with enormous pain and cried out loud. I just thought I was weak and pathetic. I was very good at putting myself down at that age.

After going to my doctors, they put me on the contraceptive pill to manage my periods. Little did I know I would be stuck on this pill until I was forty-two.

When I reached the age of twenty-five, I found myself pushed into a position where my boyfriend wanted me to help pay the bills unless we agreed. I couldn’t come off the pill because I wouldn’t be able to work full-time.

Over the years and many trips to the doctors, I was talking about my problems. Such as having depression, having high levels of anxiety, constipation, mood swings and skin rashes. The doctors were always very rude and made me feel like a nuisance.

Once I found endometriosis, all these symptoms made sense to me as everyone with endo has all those issues.

Endometriosis can push you into early menopause as your hormone levels are all out of kilt and high in estrogen. So this would explain my massive mood swings.

At twenty-nine, I split up with my boyfriend for a few years because my mood swings were extreme.

Moving on a few years, my boyfriend and I got back together. Things started to get even worse. I found myself collapsed on the floor in horrific pain. I became extremely ill and couldn’t even walk across the living room without having extreme pain.

It carried on for three months, with me going back and forth to my doctors, struggling to get any support, and getting told ‘no’ when I asked for a referral to see a specialist.

I was desperate for answers and started using the internet and Facebook groups for source help and support. It was then that I found out about the disease endometriosis.

After learning about this disease, I had no choice but to pay two hundred and fifty pounds, to see a private endometriosis specialist.

He straight away said I had endometriosis and said I needed a hysterectomy. He then referred me to have the operation with the NHS. I was pleased to hear this and was happy as I was in safe hands.

I had to wait another nine months for my operation and spent the entire time in bed seriously ill. I do think this disease causes havoc in our society. Women go crazy and argue and split up with their partners, as they do not know about this disease.

I feel this issue has been ignored on purpose, as it doesn’t suit the capitalist society. Patching women up with pills rather than sorting out the root cause is easy.

I’m now a year and a half after my operation and feel much better. The endometriosis hasn’t completely gone, and I have an issue with pain but not as much as it was. I’m pretty sure if men had this issue, they would be supported and helped; maybe I’m cynical.

I have to eat healthily to keep the pain at bay and have a strict diet. I cannot eat gluten, lactose, soya, sugar, onions and raisins.

Anyway, I’ve written this and thrown it out to the internet to help educated people on this disease.

Kind Regards
Helen Jones